For the 3rd time we are disappointed that I'm not pregnant. Mr.A & I have been trying for 3 months now & still no baby. It's harder than I thought. It also doesn't help that everyone is nagging us about it. The pressure is just too much and it's coming from all fronts. I don't even have the heart to tell my mom that I got my period again and that she would have to wait another month.

It's frustrating really. I'm not getting any younger and so are my parents. We have decided to visit an OBGYN and Urologist this coming month. I'm getting desperate and I can't help but get irritated with Mr. A because of this. I don''t want to blame him but sometimes I can'thelp it. Iget irritated with myself too.

A friend of mine suggested that I get some exercise. I think I'll try that this week.

[MeOw!]