Dreamt about Mr. B last night. For this new blog this is the first time I mentioned him. So lemme just give him a small introduction. Mr. B is my bestfriend who I believe I feel in love and lust with. Our chemistry was so powerful and beyond words that everytime we're together I feel like we're going to cause a nuclear explosion.

So I'm sure you guys are asking why we're not together then. I can answer that in 2 words: MR. A. Mr. A was my childhood sweetheart & we've been together for I believe 4 or 5 years already when I met Mr. B. So ever since I met him there really was no possibility of being "together."

I did consider it, breaking up with Mr. A and going with Mr. B. However, I thought it would be foolish to drop a current long term relationship, that had a future, to the flavor of the month.

So after almost 11 years of dating (2 years of that being engaged), I finally married Mr. A. We went through a lot together & believe me for some time I thought of leaving him for Mr. B. But we did prevail & now he's my husband.

However, the thought of Mr. B never left my mind. He is my one "what if" that I think I'll always wonder about.

We spent some wonderful times together,I'll talk about that some other time. The chemistry we had & we still have is left... how should I put it...unfulfilled.

Anyways, the thought of him always makes me happy & dreaming about him is a nice way to start my Saturday morning.

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